Dear Diane,

We are going through a rough time.  It wasn’t the news you wanted to hear.  I was holding onto hope that since the call came before lunch it was going to be good.  It was not.  The odds were stacked against us.  2 Day 5 morulas transferred gave us a shot, but more than a week later, a BFN.

I am so sorry.  I am also sorry for not holding it together and being strong for you.   Please do not let my momentary sobs trick you to think that I love you less.  I am sad.  I am not mad at you.  It just wasn’t in the cards.  It makes me want to pound my fists in an ocean until I am exhausted

You are such a queen.  You are strong and handled the call with such grace.  I love you.  I know you will let your feelings go tonight and that is ok.  Feel your feelings.  I am here for you and always will be.  I love you.

We got this,

Patrick